I came in totally broken, hopeless, ready to get busy living or get busy dying. I hated myself and was so ridden with guilt, regret and shame. Fear was a constant. Fear of the future, fear of the past and fear that there was absolutely no hope of being free. Alcohol was my master and I was a beaten slave. My mother found The River Source an d God opened doors for me. I was ready and sick and tired of being sick and tired.
The River Source gave me the tools to completely surrender my will and my life to God. It taught me to handle my emotions, how to let go of all the weight of guilt and regret and how to live. Today I can truly look in the mirror and say that I love myself and that I am a winner, not a loser. I am full of hope and excited about my new life. I look at it as an adventure with my God and I can’t wait to help others with the hope that God has given me. He did for me what I could not do for myself.