I came in here as an atheist or so I thought. I knew nothing of the big book, 12 steps. I was very afraid of the steps and procrastinated a lot. I did my first step, presented it and thought these people didn’t know anything. I was afraid to read “we agnostics”, not sure why aside from the title. But after I read that chapter, it changed my perspective. All of the things I looked at as proof to no God did a 180. Who am I to say that there is no God? I began to have faith, praying differently than before. I started reading the Bible for the first time in my life, even though I was raised in the church. I have realized that my best thinking got me on drugs and zero spirituality. I believe that God got me to The River Source, and I am so grateful for that. It’s been a short 30 days, but feel like I have learned more than years in school or? I love the people here both staff and patients. I have made many friends here. Some of who I will be leaning on and going to meetings with. I cannot wait to keep launching into vigorous action, and live a clean, sober, happy life Thank you.
Michael Mc. – Scottsdale, AZ